stress

So I am a little stressed out and I am a little tired. If you haven't watched my vlog this is my finals week and literally everyday next week I have a christmas to go to. I am starting to feel like the grinch because I am defenitely NOT in the Christmas mood. I want to ring every cheerful persons neck right now. *sigh*
I also found out my ex is marrying my ex best friend. Which I don't really care about. But I feel a little bad fr turning down the maid of honor position. But to be honest I would rather have nothing to do with my exs fiancee and i has nothing to do with the fact that hes my ex.
What it does have to do with his my ex best friend slept around with another one of my exs while I was dating him. At the same time she would tell me how I was just like a sister to her and how she wouldn't know what to do with herself if we ever stopped being friends. I really should have seen it coming. I mean it was right in front of me. But I just looked the other way.
I even stayed friends with her for half a year after I found out. What ended up happening was I was sick of all the drama that went with being friends with her and I was sick of putting my neck on the line when she would never do the same for me. So I cut ties with her.
She even use to call me and bitch me out for supposedly talking about her. Though I never did, it was just her younger brother saying I did. I managed to get rid of her for almost a year and than poof!! Shes back. Trying to make me feel guilty. *sigh* I wish she would just poof away again.
I'll go to the wedding....which is in October but I WILL not be apart of it. And the only reason I would go is because I'm still friends wih my exs brother and I get a long with his family really well.
I'll rigt more some other time. TTYL