Told him to fuck off... i no longer need you...

Feb 26, 2008

Why? When I think of you for even a moment, why do I shake? Is it more of a quiver? I don’t know. The affect you have on me! Oh it makes my heart jump, and break. I am not IN love with you I just love the thought of being in love with you. Any more you are just way to pig headed. Yes, I was IN love with you once. Now I have come to realize that I don’t need you! I no longer want to be yours. I have my moments of weakness where I wish I was in this alternate reality where you did want me, and that I was all you wanted. I believed I needed you… I don’t believe anymore! Ha…you want the attention that I love you! You are such an asshole to think that I want to be her! I want to be me and no one else! I may not be happy, but who is? Can you answer me that? I am content, and I’m fine with that. I am content with who I am and who I’m becoming. But you, oh you, you have the audacity to think that I need you, that I still love you, that I want to be HER! Ha you lie so much, you assume your whole life away. Yeah, I know you know me all to well, I know you can read me… but I no longer care. Maybe I lie to myself, but it’s for a good cause. You live to tare me down! You live to make me want you. It’s no longer going to work. I am who I am I once was in love with you, but no more will I let myself cry over something that I knew I never had. I am here to say I am a friend. I care way too much, and you still think I’m in love with you! Let it go, I have.