Helmut Female • 25 • Scottsdale, AZ  • United States
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I'm an east coast mind trying to make things work on the west coast. Figuring out where I belong, or more so, where I want to be and how to make it stick.
Last On: 08/08/08 PST

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Feedback would be much appreciated. That is my main purpose for posting anything on this website. I've never shown anyone aside from a handful of close friends anything that I've written and want to see what others think. If you have any questions at all, I'd be more than willing to address them. Just ask. I'm pretty open.

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May 15, 2008 - 10:55 AM PST
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I just sat out on my deck during a lightning storm and gust clicked really fast when i saw a flash. Thats why it looks 3D its because i was taking the pics so fast my camera moved to created a blur

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Forfeiting the Cause - 08/08/08

Aug 08, 2008

In a place so dark, worse than a corner
My desire to pull myself to the surface has sunk with my desire to live.
Deeper and deeper into a ditch or a vast hole,
Becoming One with the sludge that I can't wash off or purge from my innards
There’s no light at the end of the tunnel
Unlike a corner, because there you can still observe the light and good around you but just can’t move
In this place there’s no hope for anything better
The world is mundane and all the good has evaporated and no one can reach it
The good has already given up on you
A cause lost in its own self-destructive path
Nothing righteous about your motives, only selfish solace.
Past the point of tears or fears, just desolate thoughts with no escape.



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