Back on the habit

Have not written in a while and i miss it. More than anything else. I can't believe how much effort I've put into finally getting my computer again to come to realise it was because I missed putting my ideas down someplace! =/ Well, I'm glad I got it going... really missed it. Not that i believe it's important for anyone to read, but I really can't do without getting it all out of my head! Music, art, work, friends... human interaction just gets to me sometimes. Not that I would ever dream of being any better than anyone else, but I can't help always wondering why in the world do I always seem to not be able to worry less tha everybody else? I always seem to be the... I don't know... conscious person in the corner? How do others live so guilt free? Absolutely oblivious to the world around them... I find it amazing every time.