no longer waiting

Feb 02, 2008

i will no longer continue to wait.
i will not sit here, in this.....this chair, and wonder why,
i will not ponder over these childish and ridiculous things.
the things you've done,
and are doing,
have pushed me away.
the things that will transpire,
will make you think twice about what you've done.
you were right,
when you said i dont deserve you.
the final kiss i gave you,
i now take back.
because of the way i was treated,
you don't deserve a kiss like that.
i will no longer always be here,
and i will no longer always be standing in front you.
im the fly that has gone away,
i am the memory that will fade.....
the ghost that once haunted,
will haunt no more.
you can keep your eyes shut,
cuz im not coming back.
for i have just become a memory,
a memory that will just fade,...
so im no longer sitting here.....
waiting.........
waiting on something,
that i should have quit a long time ago
so goodbye....
this is the end.