What goes through my head and onto paper!

So my birthday is coming up and i am really excited. i havent sent out the invitations yet though and the party is in three weeks. yikes. the main thing that i am worried about that it is over spring break and i am worried that no one will want to come. if that happens i have to reschedule to a different date. not to mention my close friends just bailed on me, we were going to Baltimore but no one can do it or wants to do it. i think i am just going to hang out in philly instead. it should be fun but hello i live around here, its going to be hard to think of something fun for us to do that we havent already done. i mean i live like 15 min of center city, if that is not close then i dont know what is.
junior prom is coming up next month. i have a dress already but i think its a bit much. but since it is a betsy johnson dress i have to wear it says my mom. we didnt buy that dress for nothing. i know we bought it to show off to everyone that i have a betsy johnson dress and they dont lol. i love wearing it though. its really cute, pink and gray ruffles its a great combination. at least i think it is . but thnk gosh i have a date. if there wasnt anyone for me to go with i was going to bring one of my friends who are girls and she is younger than me. it would have been a little awkard but at least i would have someone there with me. my friend is hooking me up with someone she knows from a different schoool. he is ac†uallly a really nice guy, well at least that is what she told me. at least i have someone is all i have to say. i am supposed to be going on a blind date soon with him so that i can meet him. and that come prom night im not like so who is my date and how do i find him.