About me
I'm growing up day by day, learning about myself and about others. Life can be hard but it's not a competition; it's a journey because we're all in this together.
Interests
Film
Anything psychological or romantic.
Books
Conversations with God
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Jodi Picoult
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Twilight Series (I'm a dork)
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Speak
Artists
Audrey Hepburn is my inspiration.
Television
Scrubs
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Quarterlife!
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America's Next Top Model
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THE WORD JEALOUS, IS REALLY A COMMON WORD WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE STUFF, NOT EVERYONE CAN CONTROL IT, THOSE THAT CONTROL IT, STILL FEEL IT, BUT DONT LET IT SHOW....THERE BY KEEPING IT TO THEMSELVES, WELL LEFT TO ME, ITS BEST IF YOU SHOW I....BUT ITS REALLY GONNA BE BAD IF BOTH PARTIES ARE THE JEALOUS TYPES, ONE PERSON SHOULD BE, AND THE OTHER NOT.....AS FOR YOU, NEED TO WORK ON THAT...TRY TO CUT IT DOWN, START BY HAVIN THIS NOTION THAT ITS ONLY YOU HE LOVES................
jealousy sucks, your case sounds really rough too because you have let yourself open up to this person, you've put your trust there, going into a relationship is saying: ok you're what i want and thats it, and when that gets broken you fall so hard
the only thing i know to do is to take a step back and evaluate, if this person is treating you in a way that is gonna hurt you and won't change, than, lets be honest, is he really worth your time? it could be time to start moving on, which i know...
For a first video I would say its pretty awesome... I hope my first video will be half as good as this. I tend to ramble on so I hope theres a time limit on those things. Yeah I totally found this the same way. I head about the show and then decided to see if the website was real, next thing I know it's going on 3AM and I had watched every episode in one siting. Yeah so I should shut up now but I just wanted to say... great video!
Yeah I totally understand. I hate the feeling of being jealous. Its so hard to deal with. That burning feeling you get from such small things as a smile or a comment to someone who isn't you. Oh just even now when I think back over some past relationships I still get that weird feeling. Out of all the forms are emotions can take... I hate jealousy the most.
Can't say much now, forgot to last night. I wanted to comment this by saying that I know exactly what you mean. We talked about on the phone, but I wanted to put in writing. =P
awww thank you but that's actually mia, I'm trying to conquer the fear of not being able to sing in front of the camera, my friend John is hopefully going to help me...soon I will be singing, but for now I just have some of my favs. of hers and Esmee...they're soooo awesome!! I'll pass the compliment along and let her know who much it mattered to you!!
Hey sweetie awesome 1st blog!!! Very cool. You'll have soo much fun here, Ive only been on like a week not even maybe and it's sooo awesome and there really are so many talented people here!!!
For a first video, it's a hell of alot better then anything I could come with. I still don't feel like I have anything worth saying on a blog anyway, but hell... seeing as you did it, I might try to do it too.
Why the hell don't you have a comment yet? I think I'll be the first to post a comment for you then. Hey whats up! You know me already, so rather then introducing myself, I'll just go in to say that you're an awesome person and so fun to talk to. Yes, I'm writing this in school. Haha, my school doesn't block Quarterlife yet.
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Writing
March 9, 2008I figured maybe I should share one of my main hobbies/interests with this site; writing.
My best writing comes from my sad/depressed times so over the past few months I wrote like a maniac.
Here's a quote that I wrote about pain:
“We’ve all felt pain, all different kinds of pain, but pain all the same. The only thing that can ever revive us from that hurt is to let ourselves fall into the gentle hands of love again. Because if you waste your life soaking in the waters of your own misery, you’re happiness will be wrinkled and tomorrow may never come.”
This next poem is one I wrote when I was going through a hard time with my boyfriend/ex boyfriend and the only way we could speak was over the internet (because his mother didn't approve of him seeing me) but I felt like typed up words over a computer were so useless and unmeaningful compared to the love we could have.
These words are worn, used again and dried out
Such beautiful sounds, flying like angels from our lips
Floating as their wings descend in the air like evaporating raindrops
Love is too pristine to express through an ingenuine screen.
Soaring to my only prize, divine delight
This lack of touch can only reassure the dullness of my words
Walking with a broken wing, flying with a shattered mind
As you leave a trail of sunlight for me to follow through
Making most of my half full heart, the devil’s shadow following close behind.
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I've run out of things to say, but it's because I'm getting tired. There is so much about her to love, and to expect me to write it all right here isn't happening. Haha.
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Jealousy
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03/13/08 at 11:35 PST
198 Views. 4 Comments.
03/13/08 at 11:35 PST