Mar 10, 2008
And its so hard to wanna let you go/i can remember everything you told me you know/about holding on, and being strong /cause you aren't/ something thats to good for the likes of tomorrow/ when yesterdays are all washed away/ yet you told me you wouldn't leave me this way/still scouring away the bomb that was dropped i ask you to stay
and we've gone and done it again/ broke up the twisting fairly tale dream/mystery/ mistaken for an antidot of heartache/wondering if its something we can fake/just to please the passerbys/ in the windows of our sweet demise/medicine ( you arent my addiction anymore)
And why do my eyes have to dry up everytime i talk to you/ the leaves fall from the grace of your thorny crown/confused we listen to the doctors once again/only advising us not to give in/we never heard them right anyways
and we've gone and done it again/ broke up the twisting fairly tale dream/mystery/ mistaken for an antidote of heartache/wondering if its something we can fake/just to please the passerbys/ in the windows of our sweet demise/medicine (you arent my addiction anymore)
drowning in an overdose (so addicted)/ almost coming so close (Ive always had enough of you)
you arent my addiction anymore (just plain medicine)
Blogging
,I used to have a livejournal (circa 2002-2006) and then I got lost.
when I finally came home I started this
http://hearmesilently.blogspot.com/
i hope to catch up with it everyday,but my schedule doesn't often permit it. :o(,
Reading
,If I could own a library I would.
I have a collection of books that would fill an entire room but they were to heavy to transport in my random move out of state.
I miss my hardcovers.,
Dancing
,Like no one's watching
When the music is so loud I can't hear you scream
and when the rain is falling so we can splash in the puddles,
Singing
,to myself in my car,because my stage fright is so overwhelming
even when I'm told I'm amazing.,