Sexist controling tyrants.

Jan 07, 2008

The men in my family are sexist controling tyrants. Im so sick of it. My father makes me feel as if Im worth absolutely nothing. Most of the time he doesn't mean to do it. It's just that he grew up with so much negativity that it's just natural for him. It seems as if my brothers get put up on some pedistal while Im down shining they're shoes. I can't handle guys anymore. High shcool boys especially. I was never exactly the "hot" one. And since Im living in the very small town of portage. With just 60 students to a graduating class, It's mostly the same jerky guys that want to screw every stupid band-aid wearing girl. And doesn't want anything to do with the real girls who takes life by the balls and trys to make something of herself. So Im going to go to this snowball dance. And SUPRISE I dont have a date. shocker there. I was going to wear this modest blue dress. It's different thats what I like about it. But then I thougght why not wear a smoking hot dress and make every guy eat his heart out. I found this old red dress I had and it cuts down low so you can the top of my chest. It hugs every curve I have and Im wearing an old vintage chain that ends right above my hips. The back of the dress is an open strappy pattern that I love. Im going to hem it so it hits the middle of my thighs. The red really makes my pale skin "pop". I know it's a little slutty but its a tasteful slutty. hah. And Im wearing it for a good reason. I'll have everyone of those boys wrapped around my finger. I can't wait to see them die knowing they can't have me.