Hey Bub, I Think you're on to something! Yet- don't distance yourself so much where there is a tough/hazy view of a chance or not.
Do you know if she likes you? because I know girls that don't want to ruin friendships just because they think it might work out. But we'll talk more about it later alright!tootles.

Weird, second cool moth shot I've seen on ql today! Hope it didn't get squished.

i like the sunrays shining down on your face. and that you dont have a popped collar lol

Of course.
Woud you rather wine and dine? lol
my snocones not good enough for you?

I'll take you out for a snocone if ya come visit me. =] lol -kels

I seem to agree with the comment below me. I had the hardest time getting into a good solid relationship with someone. I got jerked around for yearssssss and i am 22 and finally in a healthy and loving relationship. So don't worry about girls...it'll come to ya sooner or later. Live your life ya know? Do something that excites you...be someone extraordinary and that girl will fall into your lap.
:)

Hey man,I hate to say this but you know that, even if you do get a girlfriend and form a normal and nice relationship, that doesn't mean that you will make a family with that person.I have seen many good relationships end :/ And don't hurry man, I am a girl and my first relationship ever is the one I've been having for the last 5years, which means I was 18 when I first dated a guy...Don't laugh, but even my mom asked me when I was 17 if I was a lesbian or something cause I didn't have a boyfriend yet.Hehe...I never thought I would still be with the same person and still be happy and passionate and having fun.So, don't get that frustrated and don't date too much.If you meet a girl that really interests you, try to get to know her a bit before you ask her out or even if she asks you out don't say yes!Girls,just like guys, act totally different when romance isn't in the picture.They are not so "nice" and "sweet" and "kind".They act like they trully are.And by that I don't mean they are bitches, but we all know people are more polite when they know the person they are talking to likes them and vise versa.
It's a good thing you expresed yourself like that and used the word fuck a lot,outbursts like this help :)

Hun reading through your blog, the problem I see is that you are just trying too hard. It will happen when the time is right. You should not stress out that you don't have a girlfriend yet. It will come, don't trip about it. As you have said you've heard almost all compliments from a lot of people and you still wonder why then do I not have a girlfriend then? Is God punishing me? Well have you stop for once and step out side of the your box and see it through His eyes? God is not punishing you, He simple just want the BEST for you. YOu just have to be patient my dear. As for the time being I bet that there are a lot of things you could do. I know it is hard, I felt the same why when my relationship with my ex for 2.5 yrs came to an end last year. Everyone was telling me it won't be hard for me to find someone knew bcoz I am this I am that. But look it's been about 10 months now and I'm still single. I am not stressing out of it. Right now I am enjoying being with myself. Unless you can be happy and know how to appreciate yourself it will be hard for you to make other people like or in this case LOVE you. So take it easy on yourself okay?

lol, i have that as my background on my page! i love seattle.

Wow. I feel like I'm in the same place you are. I've stopped talking to a lot of people, especially those from high school, because I didn't like the people they were becoming. From my childhood best friend, who believed that her sucking up to our high school soccer coach made her a better player than me... to the most recent friend I lost because I finally opened my eyes and realized all the lies she'd been feeding me (and I sadly, believed her). It's a sad truth that not everyone changes for the best. And those people, they're not worth your time. Plain and simple. If someone can't accept you for who you are, than drop them. Because in the end, they're only going to drag you down to their level, and believe me... that is somewhere you do not want to go.