chelsilynn (ChelsiLynn Scheuerman) Female • 16 • abingdon, MD • United States
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Orientation... Straight
I'm into... stuff?
My sites... http://myspace.com/cls_012
The murderer, the victim, the witness, each of us thinks our role is the lead

Last On: 05/14/08 PST

About me

I like to write, I am a writer... with a few other artistic exceptions on the side.

I'm trying to love myself and more importantly learn myself through my writing again. And i guess i'm going to try to teach all of you about myself too.

Interests

(I love) Quotes!

We live and die and anything else is just delusion. There is nothing special in the world. Nothing magic. Just physics. The unreal is more powerful than the real. Because nothing is as perfect as you can imagine it. Because it's only intangibles , ideas , concepts , beliefs , fantasies that last. Stone crumbles. Wood rots. People , well , they die. It's so hard to forget pain , but it's even harder to remember sweetness. We have no scar to show for happiness. We learn so little from peace.

Music

The Kills , The Beatles , Cat Power , Across The Universe Soundtrack , Juno Soundtrack , The Rocket Summer , Bright Eyes , Ben Gibbard , Isaac Brock , Ryan Adams (musical genious) , Brand New , Bob Dylan , Chromeo , Circa Survive , The Clash , CocoRosie , Malbec , Portugal the man , Minus the Bear , Copeland , Rilo Kiley , Corrinne Bailey Ray , Cut Copy , Lykke Lii , Dean Martin , Death Cab for Cutie , Eddie Vedder , Explosions in the Sky , Of Montreal , The Mars Volta , Godspeed! you black emperor... and more













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May 14 2008 - 2:08 PM PST
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You... never apologize!I am intrigued. Thats the beauty of the gift of a writer, you know what it feels like/ would feel like and want it. I haven't read twilight, but a good friend of mine is varily in your shoes. I'd read it myself if I had the time(though, I'm pretty sure it isn't exactly guy oriented :P). I've felt the same way towards dozens of books and characters. I consider crying everytime I'm reminded of Will and Lyra (His Dark Materials) and The Couple who recieved 'marriage counse...
May 14 2008 - 1:35 PM PST
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chelsilynn
i know,and i you.well, as my video post said, I've been kinda of busy. I literally JUST walked in my house from florida for my uncles funeral. (feel special by the way because I'm right on here with u first :P) two days of crying and hugging family while glaring at the people who goofed off-DURING A FUNERAL! Anyways, I'm almost done with classes (1 test Left) and then I'm leaving june 17th, I've gotta get busy on my "enjoy life or bust" declaration. Any suggestions? What would you do if you h...
May 08 2008 - 8:17 PM PST
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chelsilynn
Like the new pic- Is that a tree behind you? but... aren't you inside? Oh the things that confuse me at 12 am : )
April 30 2008 - 11:46 AM PST
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chelsilynn
Both. "Why so serious to you as in, you've got alot of life ahead of you(so do I), and, taking every moment as less than stoic, can't be good. : P ......and I love the picture and can't wait for the new Batman to come out. The Joker is by far the greatest dark character ever concocted. And, I'm looking forward to what would be the late heath ledger's greatest role.
April 30 2008 - 11:18 AM PST
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Very interesting. well done. I love how its cut in half, yet the hand still goes into its own seperate 3rd frame
April 30 2008 - 11:12 AM PST
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It takes all kinds. If you want to acce that happiness is an illusion, than it is still an illusion you allow yourself to succumb to. Let the woe's go and enjoy the moment, who knows how long it'll last, but its there, in the moment. to be lived and enjoyed; even remembered and dissected when you are unhappy as a confusing moment where you ask:"How did that happen? I had no reason to be happy?" Soley because you breath life and hear words spoken to you from strangers and companions, you de...
April 30 2008 - 9:45 AM PST
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chelsilynn
thanks!! im glad that you like it! i really like your photos, there very creative, and i especially like the ones in polaroid... i believe that the analog medium, in any way, shape or form, is one that is very underused, by myself included, and its very refreshing to see someone still use it
April 28 2008 - 8:52 AM PST
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chelsilynn
Interesting thoughts. But just remember, pretty much everyone goes through this kinda stuff when they're teenagers. So try not to sweat the small stuff, stress just shortens your life anyway...and thanks to college i'm gonna live ten years less lol. You wrote somewhere about how you felt like a bunch of different people all at once. Everyone is like this in a way. I can't tell you the number of times I've had journalism professors tell me to "put on my journalist hat" in order to get into cha...
April 28 2008 - 8:48 AM PST
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chelsilynn
Interesting thoughts. But just remember, pretty much everyone goes through this kinda stuff when they're teenagers. So try not to sweat the small stuff, stress just shortens your life anyway...and thanks to college i'm gonna live ten years less lol. You wrote somewhere about how you felt like a bunch of different people all at once. Everyone is like this in a way. I can't tell you the number of times I've had journalism professors tell me to "put on my journalist hat" in order to get into cha...
April 25 2008 - 11:04 AM PST
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Hey, if this is all true, we gotta talk, much like you, I've been more apt at carrying conversations with people beyonjd my age group since I was about 13. Everyone around you just starts sounding.... pointless, seeming to have little to offer you or the general society they're going to someday be in control of. I understand your frustration, and, well, all you can do, is figure out how you look at it. If you are more mature than them, well, maybe you can be the one person who rises above th...

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May 14, 2008

You know you've lost it when you start seeing people who aren't real and live fitionally in a book. Edward Cullen from the Twilight series by Stephenie Meyer's has captured my heart completely... and he doesn't even exist. Yet, to me, he's everwhere and i see him in my dreams. Is that SO weird to fantazie about a fictional character, let alone creature (seeing as how he is a vampire in the books), and wish he were real so you could have him for yourself and be told everything he tells Bella? (His girlfriend, or since Eclipse... Fiance) Idk, i'm a little freaky, but i'm not totally alone... and i know this by fact. All my friends have read the series, that finishes with breaking dawn in august (until edward's perspective comes out whenever she gets it out), and they feel the same way I do. Though, not as potent or stronly i guess... they've reassured me anyway.

Maybe it's just because i'm longing for the kind of contenment and relationship that Edward and Bella have... the love they share... the words rippling off the paper in such a intensely harsh way that you know they're in love and you don't have to ask or speak of it... it's something i want so bad. But at the same time, it's better i not find it now... until i graduate... though i want it hopelessly.. longing for it eternally, mentally, physically and emtionally. But i don't want anything holding me back when i am ready to leave here for college. Nothing, so hopefully i find my Edward Cullen after high school... my love, who knows... no one, i guess i'll just have to play it out... wait and see. like the rest of the world!

Haha, i'm talking about fictional people through my writing on an online journal... wth is wrong with me. you all think i'm nuts, am i right? well who cares, i am... but that's my sparkle... my flare

are you intrigued?

here i go again

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