confused88 Female • 20 • Rocklin, CA  • United States
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Status... Single
Orientation... Straight
I'm into... Writing Health Love Mind Design Dance Photography Painting Music Film
Hey my name is jackie and i really dont know what to do in the end


Im 19, and i feel like i have no idea who i am. I have been living on my own for about a year and half.

I work to live and live to work, but not by choice..

Interests

Music

,I'm pretty easy going when it comes to music. I listen to county,rock,hip-hop,rap,pop. Some of my favorite artist include
*Him,Hinder,3 6 mafia,3 doors down,Afroman,Alice In Chains,Cradle Of Filt,Angels And Airwaves,Avenged Sevenfold,AC-DC,Akon,Atreyu,Augustana,Audioslave,30 Seconds To Mars,Blue October,Bob Dylan,Bo Bice,Blu Cantrell,Big Timers,Bone Thugs N' Harmony,Bob Marley,Beach Boys,Blood Hound Gang,Beastie Boys,Beatles,Bare Naked Ladies,Bowling For So,

Film



Books

,I love to read. I have not been able to read as much as i would like,but before when i would have bad a day i would go sit by a tree or on the roof,and just read for hours to escape my everyday life...,

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Mar 01, 2008 - 12:59 PM PST
dex2988
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Sometimes I feel just like you do.
Jan 08, 2008 - 08:44 PM PST
z1nab
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...sometimes!
but i dont pull my hair out... thats sick. haha jk ;)
Jan 05, 2008 - 10:15 AM PST
stephensantos
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confused88
your song

Jan 02, 2008 - 02:22 AM PST
yadonara
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I know it was quite a longwhen u wrote this but I know what u where meaning, actually Im going trought the same situation, with the diferencethat I only have been living by myself for 5 months.
Dec 27, 2007 - 08:40 PM PST
stephensantos
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confused88
i meant every single word. btw. that blog inspired me to write a song for you. I'll let you know when it's recorded. maybe next week sometime.
Dec 24, 2007 - 04:00 PM PST
gaalonso2
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great pic and i love your caption it ties well with the photo.
Dec 22, 2007 - 04:27 PM PST
stephensantos
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i believe in true love
i believe the best things in life don't come easy
i believe there's pain in living
i believe at times we need to follow our hearts and at other times we need to stay our emotions
i believe the right answer isn't always the easiest
i believe you'll find your way
i believe that true belief is always followed by action towards that belief.

what do you believe?
you can start with believing that you're beautiful, and you're worth so much.
Dec 21, 2007 - 10:28 AM PST
Brunkster
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Listen to Jasmine. . .she has sage counsel. There is wisdom in your own words, too. You do have to deal with your problems head on. I've seen people spiral downwards in a destructive cycle of avoidance. Most problems don't go away on their own. Dealing with difficult issues usually isn't fun. . .but it makes dealing with the next one just a little bit easier. You seem pretty in touch with yourself - you definitely have the strength to see this through.
Dec 20, 2007 - 10:45 PM PST
Leviathon
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confused88
thank you. everyone has been favoring that one for some reason. im sure it makes my other pictures feel self-conscious. but yes. thank you. <3
Dec 20, 2007 - 07:31 PM PST
Leviathon
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lying in a relationship is just bad news period. z1nab is right about that. but for me. im too stubborn to let someone i love go. so its really up to you and the battle between your head and you heart. hope things get better. dont cut dear. i love you and we have never even met. cheer up. *hugs*

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Sometimes

Jan 07, 2008

Sometimes i cry all night for no reason at all

Sometimes the grass is greener on the other side

Sometimes yelling and sreaming at the top of my lungs is the only way for me to feel better

Sometimes i make the worst choices ever

Sometimes i shouldn't listen to my heart

Sometimes the point of view of a dung beatle is different from that of an elephant

Sometimes my hair is a mess and i wear no make-up but thats when i feel most like me

Sometimes do the right thing isnt always the righ thing for me

Sometimes i only make sense to me

Sometimes i hurt myself

Sometimes i hate myself

Sometimes i cant imagine life with out my family

Sometime life cant go on with out my best friends

Sometimes i cant handle life and all i can do is just sit there with my eyes closed

Sometimes love is all you need

Sometimes i smile for no reason

Sometimes i write the most random blogs ever but those are the ones that make most sence at all

Sometimes deppresion hits so hard that i cant even breath

Sometimes i get so homesick that all i can do i lie in bed

Sometimes the best days are the ones you dont expect

Sometimes i eat a lot

Sometimes i dont eat at all

Sometimes i pull my hair out

Sometimes i love life... a lot

and sometimes i wonder whats the point




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