if this doesn't help, sorry =X and I kind of agree with onelove she's right that the breakdowns always come... however, there's different types of breakdowns. The ones you're having now, it'll pass, and you'll get over it. also to add on to what she says again, there's no such thing as perfect. if there was 'perfect' we'd either all die of boredom, or we'd we'd all be super depressed because 'perfect ' is unattainable... well i should probably rephrase that... everyone's version of perfect...

I also wish I had something like that x.x Sometimes I wonder if it's because people have confidence.... then I think, I don't have enough confidence to be confident. =X

i wish I had a pink shadow too, how awesome would that be?! ;)

So.. I have added a new song to my stuff, its called Washed away, please tell me what you think of it, Thanks.

Thanks for the comment :-D...I was reading your book interests...if you haven't already, you should def check out some books by Amelia Atwater-Rhodes. She writes about vampires and werewolves, and her books are very dark but beautifully worded. I read her alot in high school.

heeey! thanks so much for your comment =)

Get them morals UP

Hey thanks for the comments on the song, Mia's awesome and she now has a contract and all...soon I'll but my own stuff on, but still a lil' camera shy you know, but I'm working on overcoming that one....But thanks again, that's one of many fravorites from her!

Thanks des for the comment. well, I'm playing bass on a new band, as soon as we have some demos, i will make sure you get to be among the first ones to listen to it, thanks!!

you TOTALLY rock my socks :) sarah and i have the same last name too! hee hee. anyway, thanks for watching and responding the way you did. it's amazing the community this place brings together. and amy winehouse is an awesome musician--but a freaking horrible role model! i <3 her music though. thanks desi!

Wow, as I was watching this I thought... I was SO that girl. It gets better... trust me. You just have to keep telling yourself that until one day you believe it. And I feel ya on the "friend" thing. I have had that problem in the past... the one where you skate right into the friend zone with EVERY guy... which you don't mind fully because at least they are paying attention to you, but deep down you know that you are and will forever be the "friend". I've been there... I've even b...

I'm sorry that you live in a place where you feel under appreciated, I know it can be hard to always be the friend, never something more. Thanks for being brave to enough to share with all of us. You seem like a strong person and big things will happen for you, you just have to make them happen. Keep on keeping on. :)

hey all