Story of a girl Pt 2

Dec 08, 2007

Music changed my life. I sometimes wonder if its for the best or for the worst. I mean without music I wouldn't be able to live, and I'm not exaggerating. Some people eat, sleep, breath, music, but I, I live it. I was in the 5th grade getting ready to go into the 6th grade when I fell in love with music. I was cleaning my room, or atleast i was supposed to be i was really sitting on my bed watching tv, but thats beside the point, I was wearing my I heart NY shirt and a pair of white underwear. Then i saw it, the song that changed my life forever: Where is the Love by the Black Eye Peas. It was the first song I ever fell in love with. I don't know if it was the song or the moment that made me change but it was somthing, cuz i know from that point on I never the innocent little girl that I once was. Well I'm still innocent, I'm just not as... naive, i guess that what I'm trying to say. I sometimes wish that i never fell in love with music cuz then maybe i would have some aspect of how to feel something, anything, but the numbness of happiness. Does that make sense, numbness of happiness. Thats the only way to explain it really. But then again I'm glad I fell in love with music. It may control everything about me now but it still part of me. Without it now i'm nothing. It’s a high that only I can feel and I never want to lose that feeling. You know? I literally can't live with out it and that's wat scares me.


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The song that launched me into music.