Welcome to Life

May 13, 2008

Okay, I\'m going to vent like crazy now. I\'m pissed, I like this girl a lot, we should be together, but for some reason it can\'t work, I don\'t know if it\'s me, or the summer or what, none of these things are the issue. Tonight she told me I over analyze everything, and ya know, she\'s right, I get worked up about stupid fucking shit. No joke, I\'ve got to live my life and stop worrying about whether or not she likes me. I have to fucking do my life. I want to be a mother fucking hockey player, I\'m going to do it. I\'m worth something because I think I am, not because of the value other people put on me. People can pass judgment on me all they want, I know who I am and who I want to be, so I\'m doing it, no more holding back. I am Ben welcome to my world people.