Dec 04, 2007
ive tried a half dozen times now to record a video blog... i can't do it. i can't watch myself talk. i can't force myself to record what i say and watch myself say it. i can write until my fingers fall off, but i can't freakin' record a video of myself talking about the jammies i'm wearing, or the work i have to do for the rest of the semester ... or about the fact that i am incapable of recording a video of myself.
i can barely stand pictures, but here i am trying to record videos.
the person i see myself as doesn't match the person i record with the camera. and that weirds me the hell out.
things i am: fiancee, graduate student, cat owner, photographer (hobby), housegirl.
things i want to be: writer, photographer (pro), wife, vegan, a better me.