The Calm... Hopefully not Before the Storm

Apr 13, 2008

Well, things in my world have calmed a bit since yesterday... although my wife and I did have a bit of a blowout yesterday, what really agrivates me is that its always about the same thing. Her insecurities and fears, I feel like she blames me for her being insecure. Im sure some of the things Ive done in the last 10 years may have added to how she feels, but its unfair to hold me completely at fault for it. Well enough about my marriage for now, as long as things calm down a bit, Im happy... i guess. Another thing that bugging me right now is my uncle, were starting our own home improvements company as of this comming friday, and already things arent as they should be, he want to take total control of things, and thats just not going to go. Im not going to just be quit and deal with it this time, its not going to be his way or no way... thats not how a partnership works. Were going to have to have a sitdown before friday, or I just might not show up for work on saturday... if hes not going to give and receive his fair share... neither am I. I'll go out and find another 9-5 before i get fucked over again. See... what he fails to realize is that he needs me far more than I need him, I'm 25, hes in his 40's, I have the skills to find a job doing what I do just about anywhere... but he has his age against him... so I guess time will tell. Well thats about it for this entry into the diary of a madman... I can almost guarantee there will be more to follow.