hexedlover Female • 20 • Leonardo, NJ • United States

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Status... Single
Orientation... Straight
I'm into... Writing Photography Music Art Love Mind Activism
I'm working on... well, im working on myself. i dont seem to know who i am. just facts. and there are more than just facts to me.
My sites... http://www.myspace.com/xcrystalx

"oh looking glass, why will you not let me through?"

Last On: 09/21/08 PST

About me

im crystal.for starters i am a born and raised jersey girl. and im proud of it. however i am not the typical jersey girl that comes to mind. im more than just italian. im german and irish too. my hair is not big and i hate to get my nails done. i believe smoking is unattractive. i absolutely cant stand guido guys. and i think that clubbing is just an excuse for easy girls to get drunk and go home with fist pumping morons.my life hasnt been easy. i've gone through more than most should. i have accepted this and i've grown from it. and it helps me help others, even when they cant see the signs. i love to give advice. i should learn to take some of it myself sometimes. maybe its just easier to see it from an outside perspective.im a massage therapist and i love it. the body is a great way to learn about people. muscle tone tells you a lot about them. who knew i'd have an actual career at the age of twenty. now if i only werent so lazy, maybe i could get things done.

Interests

Music

,music reflects how i feel most days. i have my own soundtrack playing in the background. a lot of times i have trouble finding a song to suit how i am feeling so i'll try to find one to change my mood. and when that doesnt work i blame the adhd.,

Movies

,when it comes to movies i will watch any movie once. i like to form my own opinion on things. and if i like the movie i will buy it. and i will most definitely be watching it more than once. if you know me than you've seen my random collection. i mean with a favourite like drop dead fred,it has to be random.,

Television

,im currently obsessed with any tv show that requires investigation. law and order: criminal intent and svu are my favorites. NCIS,psych,house,and burn notice also top the list. i like to think when i watch tv. and i hope that doesnt make me totally boring. umm other shows when they are on that i watch are greek,kyle xy,the secret life,in plain sight,monk,and army wives.,

[ view all ]5 COMMENTS

Jun 18, 2008 - 12:34 AM PST

banakiwi

I really like your poem, it's the truth, and if you could read pain, here you would find it. You made something swing inside of me...a memory which broke through to the surface for a short period of time before it sunk back into the depths of the abysmal soul.

Dec 27, 2007 - 09:02 PM PST

Cassie

very cool... whenever i try to take a picture in the mirror, it never works! it always ends up being my tooth brush and a big lens flare...

Dec 27, 2007 - 06:54 PM PST

boricualuv666

love dis poem

Dec 23, 2007 - 03:38 PM PST

ThePretender

I like your poetry. It is very easy to read, and draws a clear picture in the mind. Do you have any others?

Nov 20, 2007 - 05:26 PM PST

Wackipaki

hexedlover

hello, im loving this quarter life site, i used to blog and video blog a few years back, but now i think its gonna help me bring it back as well as my interest in photography

so whats up?

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Summer Goodbyes

Nov 11, 2007

The Smell Of The Beach On Our Skin
The Feel Of The Sand In Our Toes
I’ll Wonder Why It Has To End
But Neither Of Us Really Knows

I’ll See Our Reflection In The Ocean
Showing Memories Of Our Past
Tonight We Are Nervous
I Can’t Believe This Kiss Is Our Last

I Hear The Waves Break
And Feel Your Arms Around My Hips
Nothing Could Be More Beautiful
I’ll Miss That Salty Taste Of Your Lips

One Last Time To See Your Face
Memorize Your Charming Smile
Hold You For This Moment
My Tears Fall All The While

Remember Us The Way We Are
By The Ocean Sands So Warm
Passion Filled Our Hearts
The Love That Took Us By Storm

I Never Needed Anyone
As Much As I Needed You
Our World Crashed Down
And There Was Nothing I Could Do

Soon We’ll Be Just A Memory
But Long After This Is All Gone
I Will Remember The Passing Days
And In My Dreams The Nights Will Live On

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