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Jan 16, 2008

Ok so does anybody really have a clue what they want to do with their life? because i really have no clue what so ever. I realize that everyone has a little bit of confusion but seriously i have no idea about any thing right now. Maybe its because i havent experienced enough so theres nothing to influence me or inspire to do things my life or just that im a complete mess. I have never partied or had sex or done ne thing that normal people are supposed to do and I know that being a virgin is considered a good thing most of the time but i dont know it just feels like bad charma or something. heck ive never even made out with anyone is that messed up or what. Its not like im completely freaking out over nothing because thats not my only problem. I dont have the slightest idea of what i want to do for a living and im not talented at anything so where does that leave me 10 or maybe 20 years from now??? a crazy cat lady perhaps i dont know maybe you can tell me....