about me.
My name is Jessica:
The truth is I don't really know much about myself. Sure, I could list five million likes and dislikes, but chances are you really don't care. I think all you really need to know about me is that I write so I don't crazy. If I kept all of my thoughts bottled up inside, I think I would explode, writing is one of my few escpaes from my life. Now don't get me wrong, I don't come from a broken family or a troubled background, but normal people, boring people, invisible people, have feelings, and aren't always happy.
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3/18/08: Chasing a dream
Mar 18, 2008
As previously stated in another entry, I dream about the future A LOT! In particular I have a had a certain dream for about 3 or 4 years now. I realize at one point in a life everyone dreams about being famous, but they say it's a faze. After this faze you choose a major, go to college, and get on with your life. I am surrounded by peers, who have or are in the process of choosing a major, and making all these plans for their lives as lawyers and interior designers. Then they turn to me and ask "What do you want to do?" "Where are you going to college?" I reply with a polite shrug, and try to ignore the question. But after being interrogated in terms of the future by the whole class,I decided that I would just come out with it, "Well you see, I want to try acting." then they reply "Oh, so you'll do a minor in acting what's your major?" and then I quickly follow with "No, I want to be an actress, you know, a famous one." They proceed with an evil chuckle/laugh and a quick roll of the eyes.
Now don't misunderstand, I don't want to be an actress for the fame, I'm sure it's nice, but I want this for other reasons. I have always been in tune with my emotions, I am able to manipulate them, exaggerate them, and understand them. I think acting is one of the most beautiful art forms in the world. Conveying all these different personalities, and sharing that with the world, gives me butterflies in my stomach. And the thought of actually being up on the big screen or the tv screen, makes me cry. I know it sounds extremely cliche, and maybe you've heard people say this before but, I'm different. I AM DIFFERENT!!!! One day I will be an actress, and all those people who laughed at me when I shared my dream with them, will realize that I was a force to be reckoned with, I put my mind to this and i did it! Me, Jessica, Jessica from Minnesota, became all that she dreamed, with no support from anyone, she did it! Now if I could only fast foward the clock to that time, where I can show everyone just how strong I am...
03/18/08 15:56 PST
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