sister-in-law

ok so i have to get this out. so i am sorry if this is mean or horrible in some way. actually i don't care if this is mean. so i have this new sister-in-law. she joined the family in september. ok so before that i threw her a bridal shower and sent her to the spa before the wedding day and dragged her around when she was too sick from the stress to return crap to wal-mart.

so now, about three weeks ago, she announces that she is pregnant. my first reaction is to just say whatever, and give it up. but she won't let me do that. everytime i see her (now remember she is only maybe 8 weeks along) she has a new symptom. it is the nausea or she is peeing every half an hour or she is rubbing her belly like the peanut sized kid is kicking her. i don't know. and now this last time that i saw her, she is still rubbing her belly, but now she is showing. right.

so i have never been pregnant, but i am logical enough to know that most people don't start showing until like 3 or 4 month. maybe more. this is going to sound really bad, but i wish that she has a horrible pregnancy-- like nausea the whole 9 months, bed rest, high blood pressure, the works. i want her to feel it. really feel it, not just pretend to feel it.

ok ranting over. thanks for listening.