Well this is weird, but I'm back. I don't quite know what happened but I guess this place just fell off my radar somehow. It's been nearly three weeks and I've had nothing to say.
I keep having these recurring nightmares though. Well at first they were nightmares and now they seem more like flashbacks, just a fraction of a second of it playing over in my head and then it's gone. And it scares the shit out of me, because I can't control it and I can't make it stop.
I dunno, I'll think about it some more. I don't know if I'm quite ready to tell anyone about it yet, but it's messing with my head. But anyway, I'm back.