December 31, 2007
I have always been a
little apprehensive about
putting myself out there
in the past, so I had yet
to blog. But tonight
marks a new year, and an
older me. I'm not afraid
to be honest about
myself, at least not at
the moment.
Just thinking about
turning 23, I mean that
sounds old doesn't it? It
does to me. At 21, you're
practically fresh out of
the womb...22 is still
young but pushing it...at
23 though, you are
expected to be this
responsible, together
person.
I'm not done
soul-searching, I have
yet to find my purpose. I
don't know what the
future brings, and that's
scary.
No longer can I blame my
laziness on my youth
(it's not cute anymore),
now it's just considered
a character flaw.
Can't pretend that I'm a
kid anymore, because
obviously I'm not: I'm
married, I'm a homeowner,
I have a mortgage, yet I
still feel like that
awkward little girl I was
in high school.
How can I act like an
adult when I don't feel
like one? When do I
finally start feeling
like a grown up?
Is it just me, or does
everyone feel like this
in their 20's?
Music
Everything
Film
Under the Tuscan Sun , Ever After: A Cinderella Story , House of D , Jurassic Park movies , E.T. , China Cry , Independence Day , X2 , Pirates of the Carribean , Beavis & Butthead Do America , Winter Passing , Dead Poets Society , The Joy Luck Club , Tristan & Isolde , The Virgin Suicides , Lost in Translation , a History of Violence , Ghostworld , White Oleander , Almost Famous , The Ballad of Jack & Rose , Volver , Off the Map , A Guide to Recognizing Your Saints , Spin , Stranger than Fiction , The Professional , Old School , Ground Hog Day , T
Books
The Bible , China Cry , Catcher in the Rye , The Giver , The Joy Luck Club
Artists
You?
Television