Regret Who You Are
Mar 02, 2008 - 16:57 PM PST
I too often regret who I am.
My past I would change,
so many directions I could rearrange.
I was brought up to freedom.
Encouraged to think.
"Question everything" they said, but it threw my life out of sync.
This is what I believe,
I grew up with that in mind.
Only to look back and find out that it's the reason I'm so blind.
Now I ask people for help.
What do most of them say?
"Only you know yourself, so go find your own way."
With that in mind,
I only have one true friend.
As for the rest, I really can't depend.
So is there hope,
and do I continue to wait?
Or do I continue to mope,
and leave the rest to fate.
I am often confused.
In reality, I don't know.
It just always seems like my life has been cursed with no flow.