damnit not again!

Mar 06, 2008 - 22:56 PM PST
i have been betrayed yet again. just found out. don't really want to talk about it but thought writing it out would help me to feel better. i've been screwed over yet again. by the stupid guy i mentioned in a previous entry. t we'll call him. the guy who came back in town last week. the guy i was in love with, head over fucking heels. yeah. i'm over caring about people cuz they're just gonna screw me over. my heart has definitely hardened and become colder within the last month. when i care about someone, i care with my whole heart. at times, i care more about them than about myself. i've only been in love 2 times though so it's not a constant thing with me. but anyway, i don't like or trust the people i know (meaning people directly in my life, not online people). that includes my parents....adopted parents....robots...emotionless robotic drones....anyway...i'm done. still pissed and very hurt and annoyed and frustrated but done. {

damnit not again!


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Mar 09, 2008 - 18:16 PM

Gibran81 on
Sorry to hear about your situation, I'm not a person who gives advice especially when no-one asks for it...so all I can say is that I "hope" that eventually things get better than worse for you.