A few mudslides and kahluas followed by some marlboros and a nice lack of real food leads to an incredible occurance that I can only compare to when you take your first puff of weed. This tingling takes over your body like every nerve in your body is on a highwire. Like your nervous system is electrified, dancing, jumping, sprinting, like it's on fire. It's incredible, and it's frightening. You wonder if somethings wrong, you begin to panic, and lose your breath, which exilarates you even more. It's scary, but you never want it to stop.

I never know what I'm doing when I drink, it feels awkward and wrong, until you put a smoke between my fingers.

Addiction is addicting.