abandonment

May 12, 2008 - 09:46 AM PST
sometimes i think i know how God feels
when you pour your everything into loving someone
and all you get in return is a bad taste in your mouth
i tell myself never again, never trust anyone
never give your heart away!
but why do i do it over and over again
my heart beats like a broken record
i don't like hating you for making me feel this way
but mostly i hate myself for caring
all i want is a lover
and all i get is abandonment and hate from within
is it worth hating myself over loving you?
i can only hope not
i want to start over
i want someone to take my broken pieces
and glue me together indefinetly

abandonment


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May 17, 2008 - 11:08 AM

mynameisanthea on
right! gotta keep truckin on LOL.
May 15, 2008 - 23:45 PM

rabidplatypus on
as much as we have been hurt, we still need people. We are social creatures and we cannot change our nature.