2 - I'm Quiet
Feb 28, 2008 - 22:30 PM PST
I don't like to talk. Simple fact. It's not that i'm shy like most people think. I just think the things i say, the real meaningful things i say, cannot be understood by anyone but me. Nobody knows me, the way i know me ... and i realize that people have dealt with the same things i have ... but they're really not the same. I recently ended a relationship with someone i have been close with for 4 years ... for no physical reason. There hadn't been a particularly thing that made me know what i had to do. And when i tried to explain to people that i had reasons for what i did, nobody truly understood. I have no doubt on the situation, but others questioned me. Nobody really know what i've been through ... and i'm not trying to make it sound like my life is terrible, or that i've dealt with worse things than anyone else ... it's about the experiences good&bad that i've been through.