almost lover.

May 20, 2008 - 23:25 PM PST
Hearing that song stirs up thoughts of you.
No, not thoughts that were covered in cobwebs and dust.
My thoughts of you aren't that old, just a few weeks, give or take.
My last thought of you, minutes ago.
On the phone. Your smooth, hauntingly perfect voice echoes through my brain.
"Most geeky guys I know are my friends." I said, a hint lingering in my voice.
"Like Me." You replied, with an indescribable tone...
Like Me... Yes, you are a "geeky" guy, but in my eyes you are more than a friend.
More than just a random "geeky" guy.
I trust you with things not even some of my best friends know...
I think about you even after your gone...
I like you.
your flirting gets to me but what gets to me more, is you saying that you weren't flirting...
Which way is it?
Maybe I should just say...
"Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do"

and give up on you.
A Fine Frenzy said it best, don't you think?
I think I'll take that to heart.
And say Goodbye.

almost lover.


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Jun 15, 2008 - 09:02 AM
not knowing what he trully feels for you is kinda sad... *sigh* why do geeky guys dont really say what they feel... they sure suck at this things... but sometimes its the reason you like them...