sadlysmileing23 Female • 17 • Ogallala, NE  • United States
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Status... Single
Orientation... Bi
I'm into... Writing Photography Music Art Love Mind
My sites... http://myspace.com/phunkinisgood4u
My Profiles... http://myspace.com/phunkinisgood4u
& I'm So Scared To Get Close To Anyone Because Everyone Whoever Said I Love You I'll Be There For You Up & Left.
Last On: 08/27/08 PST

Interests

Music

,Anything besides opera and polka lol.I like allot of rock.Just anything i can relate to and put to my own life.Its like createing my own soundtrack.,

Film

,Horror.I love horror.Comedy.Romance.,

Books

,I dont read much.,

Artists

,Vincent Van Gogh.,

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Jul 21, 2008 - 08:56 AM PST
Bunni1984
Bunni1984
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sadlysmileing23
sadlysmileing23
Thank you for your encouragement!

Jun 24, 2008 - 07:53 AM PST
Brunkster
Brunkster
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Are you just pointing at something. . .or are you telling somewhere where to go?
Jun 16, 2008 - 11:24 AM PST
Brunkster
Brunkster
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sadlysmileing23
sadlysmileing23
Sounds like you're going through a tough time. Just stay strong and true to yourself. Thanks for posting the songs, too.
Jan 23, 2008 - 07:29 PM PST
buddha88
buddha88
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sadlysmileing23
sadlysmileing23
Sorry to hear that.
Dec 28, 2007 - 05:31 AM PST
Leviathon
Leviathon
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this is such a heart-stricken pose. nice.
Dec 24, 2007 - 04:29 AM PST
Leviathon
Leviathon
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you are very pretty.
Dec 20, 2007 - 08:05 AM PST
jesusjohnny
jesusjohnny
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sadlysmileing23
sadlysmileing23
hey, thanks!
what's going on?
Dec 19, 2007 - 02:10 AM PST
Leviathon
Leviathon
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Here i am
ha. i know that feeling. except my love does not deserve my heart. at all. but its still very much his. *sigh* oh well. upwards and onwards.

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What i've realized

Aug 05, 2008

Lately i've been thinking about my life.The things i've been threw,the people i've lost & the reasons why.I've learned that people make mistakes and that your pretty much not human if you dont.Mistakes help you learn about certain things.When your young you get your heart broken because you think your in love and i have been once or at least i think so.You have to move on no matter how much you dont want to because if you dont your just liveing in the past and it wont help you.You loose people in order to appreciate the ones that are constantly there for you.The ones who have stood by your side no matter what.The saying "You dont know what you've got till its gone" is true because when you loose friends or family you sit back and you realize how much you have and how lucky you are even when your life isnt the best.I've come to realize recently that maybe the reason why people dump me is because we're all young and cant be expected to be tied down for the rest of my life just yet.I'm only 17 and i have so much to see and do.My life may not be the best and everyday may not be rainbows and butterflys but its better than what some people have.The ones who are abused or starveing.I wish i could help them but theres only so much i can do.I've had a semi dramatic summer but i'd have to say this was the best summer ever.There are people i wish i could change for the better but i cant.I just stand by and offer them my support and opion as often as i can.Lately i have realized that i cant be as honest with some people as i used to be.Too much has happened for me to sit down and tell them what i truely feel.I've become numb but im slowly starting to regain feeling.I take chances and end up getting screwed but oh well..thats just how life is.I've realized allot lately and i think im going to be okay.
Special thanks to everyone who has always been there for me.I couldnt have made it this far without you and i hope you'll always be in my life.


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