Been there!...but you forget the most important thing; before we run we must walk, everyone has fallen trying to learn to walk - you’re no different, so Just get up and try again, every time you fall...you'll get the hang of it soon enough. The fact that you feel bad about failure is indicative of someone who has a passion for success…Don’t lose that … just figure a way to use that energy positively

To be honest, I think I kind of sound like a dude. That's funny considering when I used to sing, I sang both soprano and alto...
weird.

LOL good deal!!:)

Hey I want to be superhuman too when you figure out a way to be let me know hehehe :)

Can you be proud of yourself?
You seem to have an idea of the person you are and want to be, take that and make yourself proud. If others dont see that then that is there fault.

that dude is me. hah.

haha, wow what excellent timing for me to come across this! Last night I was making a video with my friend, and after watching it back and just wanted to die! My voice was soooo awful, I was like, "how can you ever ever listen to me speak???" I TOTALLY understand what you mean. (Oh, and don't worry about it, I think you sound just fine!) But the thing that scares me is the whole, "mirror" thing you brought up. Becuase have you ever thought about the fact that, when you look in the mirror you can pose and do what looks best to you, but then when you're talking to other people and stuff, you have NO idea what you really look like. Ahh, so scary!

This is my response. It cut some off, but you'll probably get the point. =]

Thanks.
I understand what you mean, and it has gotten to that point, just...today one of our last phone conversations, one of my last 'happy to talk to you/be with you' times just hit me. like, a sucker punch to the gut.
and i wasn't prepared.
so i put it out of the way and i'm okay. I just wanted to blog about it.
Thanks a lot, still.

purpose