My thoughts on envy.

Thanks!! :)

Wow. I can learn alot than I already know about you just by watching this.

I totally agree with this blog. i recently became engaged to this guy i never really stopped loving. I wanted so many times to move on because it appeared he had moved on, but i couldn't. I had it bad for him an di almost peed my pants when he told me how he truly felt. Suspense is the worst disappointment and expectation is it's daughter.

I almost forgot!

welcome!

for some reason my camrea is being gaytarded and not letting me give this one its deserving video comment. =(

Stephanie, I hear where you are coming form on this. I have sat up many-a night thinking these things about who I was compared to who I am now.

Heres a little pubic confession of mine:

When I was like 8 I moved to Arizona. I was scared shitless, I had no friends up in Ohio so when I moved there I made fraids from here up, and braged about them. whenever anyone asked questions about them I made up stories about them to make them seem more real. I talked so much about these made up people that the few friends I had in Az thought they where real. When I moved back here four years later, I just switched the place and kept telling people the stories of these people, making up this cool adventure filled history for myself. It wasn't until I was maybe 13 when I stopped. I've recently confessed to a few of my friends that the people didn't exist.

Heres my point.

Those imaginary people eventually became characters in a series of stories I was writing for a while, and
having to make up all that stretched my imagination. So Although I'm not that kid who was scared and felt outcast and didn't fit in, being tha6t kid made me the writer I am today.

You didn't sell out, or conform, you just realized that your live needed something consistent, something reliable. Thats the biggest part of getting older is finally realizing that stuff. just keep yourself young at heart, remember, growing old is mandatory, growing up, is optional :D

so first, i think from time to time that i'll never get married,and no kids, just because i cannot find any logic in doing not..and i don't think like this just because i want to test my limits, but because there is no sense in getting married..When you sign that paper, you say No to pure love..then indeed you start to rutinaze your life and do the same like the others..Are you mormon ?

thanks for your comments on Secret :D

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