Agonia (Agony)

April 17, 2008

This is a song I wrote 12-03-06... It's mostly in Spanish except for the last part in English. This situation never happened to me, but I seem to be able to channel other's emotions as if they were my own. I don't know how I came up with the idea behind this and it's missing the chorus. What I have here are the three verses... Hopefully I can have this done soon (fingers are crossed)... Still waiting on some music that fits to inspire me...


Cuando me besas me quedo sin aliento
Pienso en tonterias y no se lo que siento
Empiezo a soñar en futuros perfectos
De momentos maravillosos y nuevos encuentros
Juntos, por siempre, pero luego despierto
Y me doy cuenta que esto no es cierto
No es posible una relacion tan bella
Que cuando me besas estas pensando en ella
Y aunque digas que no, yo se que es realidad
Dimelo de una vez, dime la verdad
Asi ya se lo que pensar
Y lo que sentir al abrazarte

Algunas veces me dan ganas de marchar
Caminar y nunca mirar
Atras y olvidar todo lo que paso
El amor que pense que habia, pero no
Me equivoque y ahora me agoniza este dolor
Tengo que dejar de pensar en el color
De tu piel y el sonido de tu voz tan tierno
Vivir con el tormento es vivir en un infierno
Como pude creerte
Como pude soñar en verte
Todos los dias me dejabas
Porque esa te llamaba

You tell me you're over her, I know that ain't right
You whisper her name when you're sleeping at night
You ask me to do things that she used to do
I can't handle this but I'm not over you
You have this pull on me I can't let go
But sometimes I have things I want to let you know
It hurts me too much to think of you leaving me
But I got to let this go before it ends up killing me
It's over, I'm leaving, I'm packing my bags
And by the time that you hear this I'll be too far to catch
I'm tired of being a burden on you
I want you to be happy and your love to be true