Mar 22, 2008
in the meantime, im going to be making some serious changes in my life. recent events have brought this idea to me.
one, im done smoking cigarettes. for good. if im going to have a career, i need to start taking myself seriously.
which brings me to numero dos. taking myself more seirously. before tonight, i knew i could do anything if i really set my mind to it, but it lacked drive. utter laziness. no more of that, starting now.
and number three. im done leading this double life. for years ive only let certain people know certain aspects of my life. now, its finally time to let the world know who the true daryl really is.
brace yourself.
im never who you think i am
i have the tendency to act a certain way, and be another. well, had. things change
surprise! im human
i have lots of issues, but i don't let them stop me from saying or feeling a certain way.
well, i try.
i love knowing about people; i love people knowing about me
where ive been/what ive done/that sort of thing
my fixation with nutri-grain bars is so enormous, it should be illegal.
i seem to try to find ways to be sad about everything
not in some emo-whatev way. just some normal human-whom-nothing-is-ever-good-enough way.
yeah, you know the one.
i love.
when i love too much, i pretend to hate.
that kind of scares me, in all truth.