The Frustration


May 8, 2008 at 20:53 PST
AHHhh....I'm kind of freaking out right now.  I just had a huge conversation with a buddy of mine about the business we are in.  He works for a competitive company and he used to be employed with the company I am currently with.  He basically just told me that everyone thinks we are a joke and that I am never going to get any respect in brokerage community as long as I am there.  Awesome.  So now what?  Well this is a tough question and here is why.  My parents have been helping me out, a.k.a. supporting me for the last year and a half because I am following something I really want to do.  Well we set a deadline that I have until December to gt my shizzy together and start paying my bills and making my life work like it should for a 24 yr old man.  After talking to my good friend, I feel like it's been all a waste.  There has always been a lot of turnover in out company and I have always wondered why.  Well I'm starting to understand the answer, and it is a terrile feeling.  I am a very loyal person, and because this is my first "real" job I am loyal to who I work for and I feel it I should defend the company.  But really should the company be defended?  So far there have been alot of empty promises and a lot of disappointment, until very recently.  Last week I closed my first deal and this week I have been working on closing 2 more.  So now what?  I feel like I am in such an akward position.  Do I search for something better, and "restart" all over again?  Or do I fight it out for a minute and see what happens with my current company?  My life has been posed with a ton of questions at the moment.  Work, Relationships, family, Ohio, or FL, and it all has to be decided in about 7 months.  So much can happen in 7 months, but 7 months is also nothing.  I'm soooooooo freaking lost right now.  What should I do?  I know a few people read these, but I have no friends on quarterlife, so if your read this please comment on this because I could always use suggestions to help me choose a path.

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