switched to art major..regrets?

Feb 26, 2008

so i switched from being a pre med major to an art major. i switched because i thought it was too hard but it was something that i loved doing. art is also something that i love but now taking classes in it i dont like when you have to do art based on what someone wants you to do i feel like art classes dont allow you to express yourself as freely as you want. true that they usually give you a broad topic to do your work on but there are also usually guidelines and i cant work like that i cant even be like told what topic i have to be in the mood to do certain things. sometimes they want a certain amount of things each class and what if im not inspired that many times to bring in that many things to class and i even know that were only gonna use one of all those things we had to do. idk i just get frustrated with art classes and the teachers bother me even more some teachers are nice some not whatever thats with anything but that they grade you based on what they think of the composition and the work that you did not based on what you were goin for. you do everything that they ask for but its not there taste i think that it should be based on you doing whats asked yes but not that the teacher has to necessarily like it..ughh being an art major comes with many fustrations not only those but whatver i cant change again even though i miss science. i now i can take a science class butttttt i feel like whats the point i hate school i hate classes why take things that im not gonna need let me just do what i gotta do to get outta here already!...but then when i get out im screwed trying to do somthing thats not what i want to do or is it?
i wish i knew waht the right thing to do was
i wish i knew what job i even want..not even for the rest of my life but for like a part of even if its a year a month whateverrr..


SCREWDDDDDD im never gonna get outta school im gonna keep switchin till i just quit