tweakerfreak
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tweakerfreak
Male • 25 • Bakersfield , • United States

Status... Single
Orientation... Straight
I'm into... Writing Film and Video



Last on: 06/17/2008 PST 


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My life in a box

I am so complicated. So here and there. If you met me on the street it would seem that I have myself all togeather. That I am happy and go lucky always looking on the bright side of life but inside I am dead.
I am here but really somewhere else. I am listening to you and the voice in my head. I smile on the ouside but really crying on the in. I feel that my mask of sanity is about to slip..........
My life in a box
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Space and Time: Infinity

Apr 07, 2008

Size defeats us. For the fish, the lake in which he lives is the universe. What does the fish think when he is jerked up by the mouth through the silver limits of existence and into a new universe where the air drowns him and the light is blue madness? Where huge bipeds with no gills stuff it into a suffocating box and cover it with wet weeds to die?
Or one might take the point of a pencil and magnify it. One reaches the point where a stunning realization strikes home: The pencil point is not solid; it is composed of atoms which whirl and revolve like a trillion demon planets. What seems solid to us is actually only a loose net held together by gravitation. Shrunk to the correct size, the distances between these atoms might become leagues, gulfs, aeons. The atoms themselves are composed of nuclei and revolving protons and electrons. One may step down further to subatomic particles. And then to what? Tachyons? Nothing? Of course not. Everything in the universe denies nothing; to suggest conclusions to things is one impossibility.
If you fell outward to the limit of the universe, would you find a board fence and signs reading DEAD END? No. You might find something hard and rounded, as the chick must see the egg from the inside. And if you should peck through that shell. What great and torrential light might shine through your hole at the end of space? Might you look through and discover our entire universe is but part of one atom on a blade of grass? Might you be forced to think that by burning a twig you incinerate an eternity of eternities? That existence rises not to one infinite but to an infinity of them?
Perhaps you saw what place our universe plays in the scheme of things - as an atom in a blade of grass. Could it be that everything we can perceive, from the infinitesimal virus to the distant Horsehead Nebula, is contained in one blade of grass…a blade that may have existed for only a day or two in an alien time-flow? What if that blade should be cut off by a scythe? When it began to die, would the rot seep into our own universe and our own lives. Turning everything yellow and brown and desiccated? Perhaps it's already begun to happen. Maybe we really mean that it has begun to dry up.
If a God watches over it all. Does He actually mete out justice for a race of gnats among an infinitude of races of gnats? Does his eye see the sparrow fall when the sparrow is less than a speck of hydrogen floating disconnected in the depth of space? And if He does see…what must the nature of such a God be? Where does He live? How is it possible to live beyond infinity?

Space and Time: Infinity
04/07/08 13:28 PST
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