Love is what makes the trip worthwhile
May 11, 2008 at 23:52 PST
Something tells me that there is a storm brewing that I can't seem to stop. I am not sure why I feel this way. I keep feeling like I am cheating somehow, but I know that I am not. Can the mind subconsciously cheat? I am not sure that that is relevant let alone possible. I love Matt. I do. Sometimes though, I wonder if it isn't possible that I may have underestimated my desire to fulfill some things before I got married. I did always say that I wanted to wait until I was a least 24. But I knew that with my luck that wouldn't happen. So I got married at 21. An age that anywhere else people would think I was crazy, but here in Utah, I was seen as two cats away from a crazy old coot. Just some thoughts that were swimming around in my mind, and it is nice to finally get them on...well not paper...into words.