haha, wow what excellent timing for me to come across this! Last night I was making a video with my friend, and after watching it back and just wanted to die! My voice was soooo awful, I was like, "how can you ever ever listen to me speak???" I TOTALLY understand what you mean. (Oh, and don't worry about it, I think you sound just fine!) But the thing that scares me is the whole, "mirror" thing you brought up. Becuase have you ever thought about the fact that, when you look in the mirror you can pose and do what looks best to you, but then when you're talking to other people and stuff, you have NO idea what you really look like. Ahh, so scary!