Congrats on the courage to post a video blog about all that. Seems like you're in the right place. What you're thinking about is what quarterlife is all about as I see it. Continue being successful. Good luck.

I dont have any kind of deep thought comment to post. All I really have to say is you aren't alone, too many of us feel the same way.

My thoughts after this: It's perfectly normal to agree with someone you've never met before, as if talking to a camera suddenly makes you more honest. Watching honesty is a fetish some people have. Does that mean that I have a blogger fetish? Would I feel less successful if I took better care of myself, or am I waiting for something to happen to force me to take better care of myself? Am I better person for wondering these things? Am I a part of a generation of thinkers and not doers? Why does the new quarterlife slogan make me believe suddenly that I am not creative because I am not a doer, I am a thinker. Do thinkers do? Is thinking out loud considered doing? Hmm.

This is wonderfully engaging. I like the Real Time, stream-of-consciousness, REALness of your monologue. The more choices we have, the harder it is to choose, don't you think? I've been grappling with the same kinds of issues, and bit-by-bit have doing the healthy stuff. Deciding that I don't Ever want to clean my house, but want it clean has made it easier to actually do it, which makes no logical sense, but left me feeling lighter. I think it's a matter of deciding that you Deserve the life you want. Do one thing a week for yourself, alone. I don't really have The Answers, but I'm full of good advice.