I know how u feel to loose someone that u love very much. u see i lost my baby cousin and my grandma. When i herd that my grandma died i couldn't pat attention in school b/c i was in total shock and i didn't spaeak to anyone not even my friends. All i wnated to do was to sit on my bed and think and start to wounder about things. yet i came across that someday i have to accept that my grandma died and thats all. I still pray for everyday that she is watching over me.