AM I DOING IT ALL, JUST TO FAIL?

Jan 14, 2008 - 20:48 PM PST

What's going on QL. Me? I'm feeling like shit right now to say the least. I just don't know anymore. I feel as though I'm just wasting my time on this whole acting thing. This is something that I am SO passionate for, I would DO ANYTHING to make it in this industry, but at the same time, is this even possible for me? I have been working my fingers to the bone trying to make it, I have done non-paying gigs, student films and almost everything on the planet just so I can get noticed, and it just seems like I am wasting my time. I don't wanna give up on my dream, but I'm starting to believe that dreams don't come true? Maybe my old elementary school teacher was right about me, maybe the only thing I CAN do is flip burgers at McDonald's or Burger King.

Maybe I just need some sort of inspirational speech. I just want to be that one guy on t.v. that everyone loves and adores. I want to be that guy that my future kids will see on television and say "That's my dad! He's my hero!". I wish for success so many times, but sometimes I think all my wishing is for nothing.