April Showers bring May Flowers!*!*!*!

Apr 16, 2008 - 07:30 AM PST

My Great Aunt died yesterday. I can not say I am extremely upset. I am sad. I guess that is the normal reaction to death. . I have mixed emotions about her death. I was not close with her. She was my grandmother's sister, she did live with my grandmother during my Aunt's diverse. I was only 5 during that time. I do not like going to wakes and funerals, but who really wakes up everyday hoping that they will get to go to a wake or a funeral.

Summer will be here soon. The leafs are turning green and we will be opening our pool soon. This summer I will be working at the state house, so I will not be laying out like I most summers. But, the great thing about working at the state house I get all weekends off. Also, I get any government holidays off.

I still can not believe I will be graduating in a few weeks. I am excited and sad at the same time. I am ready to get out of the small town of Madison. But, what if I get out and fail. Then, I will be right back. STUCK here forever.

I really have nothing to write about. It is not like anybody ever reads my blogs or anyone else either. The more I write the less someone reads.

I am home from school, because I have to go to the doctor today. I hate going. I feel like that is all I do, is go to the doctor. Get medicine...But, how can I still be sick. I hate saying I am sick, mostly because I don't know what is wrong with me. Something, has to be considering it has been since August. Maybe today I will find out, just maybe....or maybe not.