Chapter 2

Feb 23, 2008 - 03:44 AM PST

Dont search for chapter 1...
that was my life b4
that was what i was doin before i started gettin some sense...

Today
Now
LIFE is kinda new

Cody and I Broke Up...
i couldn't take anymore of the attitude and the constant anger towards me...
sometimes they kinda came out of no where and id go to sleep cryin or upset

We broke up on Valentines day
well i broke up with him...my first time ever breakin up with someone
I dont know how you men do it when u break up with a girl cuz for me it was hard
i was angry but it was still hard to do.

He has asked repeatedly for me back but i m like i dunno but my answer in my gut is no.

I have decided i need to stay in florida for a while before any traveling
only one reason.
MYSELF
I need to focus
i haven't been focusing well lately and a lot of drama has happend to wear i broke down and lost focus for a long period of time pullin my grades down and things.

SO...

i had to take out my distractions

Emily is one

Emily backstabbed me for the last time and tried to do it again just yesturday....
that will be a huge blog in a lil while and i'll explain that later.
Cody well thats the biggest one cuz i can't deal with that drama or anger all the time....
and just people that are a bad influence to me...

Right now im focused on me

There is a new man in my life
and he is proving to me that i can love again as mad as i was with love b4
He is watchin my back like crazy so i dont fall or do anything stupid so i can graduate...

He is great
He is amazing
I wont say his name ... yet but it'll tie into the Emily thing laterz

So
I'll post that up later


<3 Mimi