Dehumanize

Oct 11, 2008 - 08:15 AM PST

Dehumanize



Infusion of my self delusion, its a saturation of desire for baptism in a greater idea.

Its the prosperous fruit of fornication.

Im a product of societies oversexualization.

Loving you is a crime of passion, expressed through subtle bruising on my chest.

Bleed in stereo, so many words have been born and die in these speakers.

My mindset is androgynous it has no clear definition, so i let someone elses words take me through the irony of broken victories.

Reverse osmosis, re-instate my battles, diffuse my false triumphs.

The worst verdicts may come from this interrupted stream of consciousness, in essence I am lying.

Im a debtor of yours I cant pay what is owed to you.

Self censorship fighting against exposing this emotional revelation.

A dove and a dog, one more fleeting than the rest, at a waypoint I stand.

My beautiful plan is in smoke, maybe I could have saved it if I saw your intentions.

Save some rationalization for the ending, cant help but feel as if out of the gallows your resurrecting.

I cried of betrayal and tried to burn you down to the ground, when the horizon cleared there you stood still as a statue.

Theres no mistaking you, and it feels like my defense is being ripped away.

So if all we are is dust and air, im grabbing at what binds us together.

In your absence I am a stranger.

Crossed a threshold to play jesus for you, admitting I was in love with the dangerous.

Dreams caught in this catcher, I am just like you.

Write my own epitaph and try to lay it to rest.

I dehumanize you.
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