Here's the true story.

Mar 01, 2008 - 11:17 AM PST

My name name given to me at Brith is Brianna Lynn, but i prefer to cut of the -Anna, and to forget the Lynn. So just stick with Bri. I have a bad history, and I've really screwed up a bunch of times, with a number of people, and lately I though i screwed up the best thing I ever had...love. Yes, thats right. I had it, and I got scared and I threw it away. I also fight with alot of people, metally, physically, emontionaly, you name it. drama tends to fallow me around. And I'm sorry to everyone That I have hurt. or betrayed their trust. I'm trying to Change, I promise. I do bad stuff. and I get in trouble, like getting rides to school with some kid I barely knew, and almost getting into an accidenet. I don't do very well in school beacuse honestly, I really don't want to be there. I love the rain. It's the most comforting thing beacuse you know that even the strongest of things (like the sky) has to let it all out sometimes. Photography is my life, and I don't care if you don't like it. Beacuse when I'm behind the camera I feel like I belong. I have crazy fears on stupid stuff like elevators, hospitals, or doctors. and even being alone. Even though I'm not exactly helping with that one. I can never make up my mind. I want a wedding, but I don't want marrige. I want love, but no heartbreak. I want a family, but I really don't want to be pregnet. I always contradict myself. and It's just not working for me anymore. I love reading mysteries, but I also love reading teen-love stories and wishing I could find a boy like that. Even though i think I have, and he just doesn't know it yet. I can never like 1 person at 1 time. I need to play the field. I will never ever ever do drugs or smoke a ciggerete, beacuse that kills your body. I have insane crazy red hilites. I miss elementry schoool.
But most importantly, I am myslef. and even though I'm not that happy with it right now, I will always be me.