I CAN'T BELIEVE IT

Mar 15, 2008 - 22:18 PM PST

I went to Kansas City with my mom and We saw gay pride bumper stickers...
and my mom starts making fun of the people and then asked what one of the stickers said
it read "A PROUD PARENT HOMOSEXUAL." and my moms exact words were
"I don't care if your kid is gay but i'm glad my kids aren't... haha... so my kids aren't gay but good for yours." and the one that hurt the most was "i wouldn't let my kids become gay"
like she had a choice in the matter or even a say in it to any extent.... i was soo pissed off
all i wanted to do was say my i'm bi-curious... how do you feel about that?!?!?!?!?!

but off the bad side of that
Lately i've been thinking a lot more about girls and how attractive they are and accually say a move today called Loving Annabelle and i think its the best move ever...

Side note real quick
i don't get nervous when a girl and guy have sex in a movie but i got REALLY NERVOUS when i say those to girls kissing each other alone.... and i can say that the sex seen of the two women took my breath away

truthfully feeling this way is amazing but i can't share it with any one b/c of my family and because even my best friend doesn't know about this.... i HATE not knowing what i want because i know i still am attracted to guys but i know i'm attracted to women too...

I NEED ADVISE PEOPLE PLEASE HELP!!!!