I Can't *POEM*

Feb 07, 2008 - 10:43 AM PST

I want to love you, but unfortunately my heart belongs to another.
Just seeing you in my presence makes my heart beat faster.

The testosterone pumps like gasoline, when you're right here next to me.
I should date you, I should marry you, But I can't.
Unfortunately, this girl of mine has become a big part of me.

Your seduction factor is more than where it should be.
I should touch you.
You would want me too, but yet, I never believed in bigomy.

This song, I wrote for you, I should give it to you...but I can't
I might as well tear it up, but I can't.

My heart is for you, but the transplant hasn't taken place yet.
My doctor informed me that there is no cure for being "love struck", I just have to find my own antidote, I guess.
My best bet, is to leave her for you, But I can't.

Something keeps pulling me back to her, even though I want to leave her.
It doesn't help that I keep having the same dream day and night about me hurting her.
Emotionally...Emotionally damaging her soul.
For me, that's called 1st degree murder. And I just can't have that on my conscience.
Am I just being too cautious?
Is thinking of this too hard making my head naucious?
Now that I mention it, I'm getting tired and dizzy.
Could she be my lover or my worst enemy.
Could she be healing me or could she be killing me?
My love for her is becoming my worst allergy.
Will you come along and save me?
She pulls me close to her chest
And replies with the words...I Can't.