I Feel

Mar 02, 2008 - 19:27 PM PST

i feel
insane
drunk
drugged
dead
delerious
bleeding
dying
sad
tears
falling down
i feel
i've lost
my soul
my heart
is bleeding
to death
no one knows
no one cares
& no one relizes
i'm dying
internally
mentally
physically
all thet know
is to complain
complain to
me
about themselves
but why
i don't to
them
why don't
they ask me
about my
depressed time
why don't
hey tell me
stop
stop hurting
yourself
why don't
they care
care about
me
me the
one hurting
& dying
here
alone
with no one
no one to love me
or to care about me
or help me
i'm losing it
& no one is
around to
help me
help me stop
stop me from
dying
dying from
pain
pain building
up
up & ready to
burst
burst into
tears
tears of
blood
blood dripping from my
soul
soul dying from
everything
everything & everyone
forgot about
my feelings
my feelings
of pain
death
hurt
drugged drunk
dying
bleeding
help me
save me
from how
i feel