If life were a glass of water...

Dec 13, 2007 - 05:53 AM PST

IF my life were a glass of water would it be half empty or half full?
Like seriously im so tired of wondering if i should appreciate it or just take it as it comes and deal wit it...which if i did i would prolly break down and cry...eh watever soooooooooooo....

I told Cody...
I told Cody everything...
What its like to be at home with someone that really doesn't like you or either that doesn't show any love whatsoever. Like how can any person do that especially to their own.

Cody was upset... i never seen him so upset.
Only a select few know.

So i work hard everyday so i kno i can graduate and never have to deal with this ever again.
I am with someone who truely cares about me and surrounded by ones who love me too.
They all want to help and i never had to ask.
They mean the world to me...the whole world to me.

I never really explained who they are ..they are amazing people. Amazing friends that i could never be more thankful for.

Only 4 will i speak of cuz its four that i truely care about so much...

Noah...
My bestest friend, the one im closest to, we talk bout everything. He even calls me 3 in the morning after getting shit faced that night lol. He is my strength in a lot of things. He knows everything before anyone else. No one knows anything until i tell him. I love that kid!

Ashley...
The silliest girl i have ever met. I spend a lot of my time with her and she does wit me to get away from it all. We make each other happy and take a lot of pain away from the hard life we both live.

Mikey...
My ex turned best friend lol hehe THIS BOY IS MY SWEET PRICK always and forever. The greatest ex / bestfriend i can have. He is so funny and always puts a smile on my face when im not well or if im like doin work he does random shit to make sure i m happy. He now is all lovey dovey for a good friend of ours.

Cody...
Ahh cody what can i say about this one. I love him so much he is the light in my life and the one who stole my heart when it was broken from a recent relationship and i guess i did the same. He came just in time he is my angel i love him so much we promised to never let each other go and i promise that from the bottom of my heart. He saved me.


These four are who are in my life the most who know me inside and out. Who care for me everyday with out me sayin much of a word they help me in everything and love me ....they remind me that there is a reason to live. And its for myself in the result of helping others.

So why did i tell you of these 4 ...
its because...they are what life is made of
True Friends = Happy Life
Without friends what would i be...i wouldn't...i wouldn't be here writing this long blog
or ranting out of spite.

I thank god for you all!
and i hope nothing but blessings befall every single one of you.

Thanks for the laughter and the smiles ^_^